#April Love, #April Moon

This is the best part of my day, sitting in my space, tap, tapping out my words for #April Love and #April Moon.  The letters and words fall from my fingertips.  I inhale and exhale, one breath after another – like the words across my screen. My body feels the relief, the shedding of tightly coiled emotions and tension.  I am saved for another day.

I am a very obsessive person.  This, I now know.  It has not been very healthy for me.  My obsessiveness have spiralled me into a vortex of anxieties and other related health issues.  So my current obsession is not to be obsessive (laughing out loud not so loudly).  I’m trying to remain soft and pliable and bend like the graceful willow.  I do not need to be the mighty oak.

How do I un-adrenaline myself?  How do I remain soft around the knees as they say in yoga?  Having this space here to tap, tap out my angst is wonderful.  To move my fingers across the keyboard is restful and reassuring.  I am encapsulated in the quiet and stillness of the Universe, letting go of everything except this moment.


About hafong

Hello! My name is (Leung) Hafong alias Lily Leung. You always say the last name first….that is the Chinese way. That is my partner lurking behind me. Since this is my blog, I won’t mention his name. But this is a rather cool picture. You see me and yet you don’t…sort of the way I feel about myself most of my life. So this blog is a self-exploration, an archeology dig of some sort. My tools…..words of a thousand or so at a sitting. I will try for that.
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12 Responses to #April Love, #April Moon

  1. JyllianM says:

    It does help to be able to stop and write and gather your thoughts…nice to read you ~

  2. QueasyPeasy says:

    Setting time aside to unwind at the keyboard (on whatever device) is very therapeutic for me and whatever time of day it is the best time. Visiting from April Moon 🙂 Linda

  3. How wonderful you have this understanding about yourself. Wishing you much ease in your softening.

  4. Lux Ganzon says:

    That’s my favorite time of the day too. Me-time is the best. 🙂

  5. Alana says:

    Writing is an amazing type of therapy I believe. 🙂

  6. John Coleman says:

    “Soft around the knees.” Love it. Nice, mindful post. Peace, John

  7. I hear you! I feel the same way about my fountain pen and journal… and just wish I was able to manage a bit of this time every day…

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